FLashback Part 2

On the day that I was to leave my house I felt so nervous. I'm not even sure if I can leave our house without being caught by my parents. So my strategy was while my father was washing our clothes at our backyard. I will be putting all the clothes that I could carry on that day. And it's really funny because I put my things inside a plastic bag. I can't  put my things on a large bag or even in a paper bag because all our traveling bags were placed in my mother's bedroom. At that time my mother was in her bedroom busy talking to my younger sister. So I can't get any traveling bag. On that day I asked permission from my parents to go out for I was to pay a debt to my professor in college. But before leaving our house I can feel that my mother was suspecting that I would runaway but I act normally and shows them that everything is alright. When I got the  opportunity to escape, I ran as fast as I could  even though I was wearing a stiletto and I'm carrying plastic bags.. I don't care.. all I want is to escape our house and have some changes in my life.

At the bus I did not know what I'm going to feel.. I felt mixed emotions. I felt the happiness because I succeeded in escaping our house but there is a pain and worrying inside my heart. I did not know what will happen to my parents if they knew what I've done. I was praying that time.. I'm asking Him to guide my parents and make them realize the reason why I had to leave. I was crying on the bus because I knew that I will miss my family especially my mother and sister which were very close to me but I needed to be strong.. so that I could give them a better life someday.

And then my journey in Manila begins.. like what I've told you before, I have no relatives in Manila.. I just went there because I believe that I could find my success there. At Star Mall Alabang I was going to meet one of my text mates, because he is the one who offered me help.. I waited him for 6 hours from 9:00 am until 3:00pm. I didn't eat anything since I left my house. At around 3 pm he finally came. That was our first time to meet. He is only my text mate for 2 weeks so I had no idea if what kind of person he is. My first impression for him is nice but..

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