Flashback Part 11

Lea kept on breaking her stuff as Mark got up from his bed and then asked Lea if what is wrong with her. Lea started to cry and shout, I did not know what to react. She said that Mark is an asshole, liar and a user. Mark ignored all that she said about him and just prepared himself for work. He said goodbye to me and tell me that I should just ignore Lea because she could not accept the truth that she is not the one that he loves. When Mark lefts the boarding house, Lea kept on crying while looking at me. I did not know what to do because I thought last night that we already settled things... But I was wrong.

That time I was very ashamed of myself because Lea decided to just leave the boarding house to forget Mark and let him love me. I felt pity for her; she did not need to go away... it is me who ruined their situation. That is why I came to a decision that I should be the one to go even though I had no place to stay. I told Lea that I will look for a new place where I can live peacefully and I told her that I will try to talk with Mark to explain everything. Lea knew that I have no place to stay while I was there in Manila that is why she told me that I did not need to go. She still offered me their boarding house but I knew it will be very hard for her to see that the one she loves so much is in love with somebody else. That was why I was firm to my decision to go away... I do not want to see someone crying for being broken-hearted especially a girl like me.
At that moment, I started to cry because I did not know to stay. I have no relatives here in Manila and I have no money to rent even a boarding house. I did not know how to survive, I have nothing.

 

 Only a big “FAITH” to our Almighty Father was all I had left. I knew that He will not let me down and He will do something for me because He knew that my intention was good. God knows that I have many dreams for my family. Then I was only one solution for my problem, and that is to the help of my clan mates. I made a “GM” short for group messages to all the members of my clan and told them that I was not joking and is looking for someone who is willing to let me stay at their place while I go look for a job. Some of them ignored my message but there were still people who were concerned for me like our Founder Bernard and my friend Jeff. They offered their place so that I have a shelter to live in and I really appreciated their efforts to help me. I felt more comfortable to stay with Jeff because he and I were closer than Bernard so I chose Jeff. That time I was relieved and I felt relief.

Jeff fetched me at Mark’s boarding house. I thanked Lea for her kindness to me and I left her inspirational advices. She thanked me and asked a favour. She asked me to forget about Mark and told me to stop communicating with him. I understood what she meant and told her that I will do my best to forget Mark. That time, Mark did not have a clue that I already left their boarding house. Then after his work HE WAS SURPRISED

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